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Name: Emily
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Gender: Female
Interests: I go to Church every sunday, unless I dont get to bed until like 5, then I just feel bad all day, I usually play Soccer, but this year I'm not really sure if I'm going to or not. sunset and sunrise...romantic yes. biking, florida...biking IN florida. pillows, pink, pigs, stars, candles, books, Golf I adore. I hope to make it to state sometime soon. clouds, family, friends, God, hoodies, keys, lamps, makeup, memorys, mints, movies, pictures, poems, relient K, secrets, shopping, tanning, sonic cherry limeades, stars, sundays, swimming, teddy bears, teeth, trips, faith, feather blakEs, showers, saturdays, tommy girl, love, phone covo's, time to myself
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
12/1/2004
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| I wish someone would just come and take it all away. Its amazing how many people live their life unhappy, and do nothing about it. I always thought those people were just stupid, its your life so why not be happy. I have found out that when things get tough one big reason to hold onto something is because you know no matter what it will be there, even if it is the thing that makes you unhappy people hold on.
What happens when you become so wrapped up in something that you become far from who you are? There are days I imagine life working out just like it should. Everything going just as one would think. Then I realize where I am, not only in my life but everything around me.
Are you ever to scared to do something because you think it might make you unhappy, then you do it and it causes you to be that much happier. Yet you keep being scared to do something. Why is that?
I cant wait to get away from everything here.
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| Oh for the sundays.
I guess the sugar gliders are having babys.
so is Aubreys dog...again
Steven told me not to eat cake and icecream for breakfast. :) He said its not good for me. (I did anyway...shhh)
I filled out and turned in my Northwest room and board info. Mrs. Ashley Wolf Face and I are living together. WHOA....can you say Pizza! :P
Dad got steven and i hyvee yesterday. Yeah buddy. And then we watched I am Sam.
OH OH, For Steven and I's 9 month we went to watch happy feet, and we have been singing it since.
"Don't push me
cuz I am close to the edge
...I am tryin'
not to lose my
head"
Guess what.
I'm happy.
Okay I'm going to go play a game.
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| Everything drives me crazy.
I'm not in a bad mood, I just have a depressed outlook on things at the moment.
The only thing at this moment I'm looking forward to is graduation and christmas break, and I'm not all to happy about the first one. Sure I want to get away from st. joseph, not to far, but far enough....But the thought of not being able to drive 3 miles and see Steven sucks. I went a year without seeing him at all and I'm not looking forward to a 30-45 min. drive to see him ....although I guess if my mom ever starts building her house I'll have to drive that far anyway to see him. I'm looking for a job! whoa, and I'm really turning the things in, so now its my fault I can't get a job, haha. I guess I'm sick of feeling as though I have to ask if its okay to do what I want to do, I'm 17 and I do believe I'm smart enough to do my own ideas, even if that means I have to pay for them as well.
eh...I'm going to go sit somewhere else.
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| I love when people say things about things they have no right to comment on at all.
There are about 3 people I would like to kick in the face, and I almost feel bad because the next time I see them I bet I will.
So is it just me or can people not park. When there is room for 2 cars to fit and people can't even pull into it...let alone pull in then back up. WHOA who ever does that much just be stupid.
..And I wonder...is it harder to get a mustang out of mud or a truck? hmm...
haha :) its cute when people are all about themself. Its even better when you have had to be around them for so long that you just find it funny after while.
Its also cute when people can't say anything to someones face but they can write about it on xanga. Wheeeew, I wish I was so cool..
Okay thats enough about that..
School starts wayyy to soon. My last year of high school? prettty sweet.
Everythings going fast. I'm also pretty scared because if anything happens and I have to go to the doctor again I'll miss a week of school and two weeks of golf. ehh.
But, I just thought of something I have to do, so I'll update later.
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| There she was, as innocent as one could ever be. She had no idea what
her life would become, what choices she would be forced to make. The
only thing she was sure of, the only thing she had pure faith in, was
starting to fade away. Her point of view had changed so much, what
would happen if she lost everything she had worked for? The risk was
almost to much. Thoughts of losing it all, always in the back of her
mind. When would she know what to do? As she sat in her room, eyes
drowning in fear, heart breaking with knowledge, she realized how much
she would risk. So much for having a plan, so much for following her
heart. She thought over and over about how she would make it happen.
The power she held over her own life was crushed by her age, and yet,
people always said she could change anything.
You realize when people try to take away the things you care about the most, how much you will fight for those things. And so help me if anyone trys...no, so help them, I wont need any help.
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